So I realized when I was a child I was never aware or never caredif someone thought I was weird or different. I was completely oblivious and totally contentwith who I was. And let me tell you I was a weird little kid. :) But that’s the beauty of it, I was a childI had a child-likemind, I was fascinated at all the beauty and fun in life and didn’t have a care. I believed in God and loved Him as a father. Oblivious to the evils of this world, I was confident and free in my child-like faith!
Then in highschool I became more aware of how others viewed me. I still wasn’t ashamedof who I was and still to this day wear soccer shorts and t-shirts everywhere and talk about my weirdness.
But I did change, I started to conform and lose my youthful innocence. My eyes were opened by how messed up our world really is. The devil shattered my bubble of bliss and throughout my highschool years up until my junior year of college he slowly wedged his way betweenmy relationship with my King. Luckily I never truly lost my communication with God, as trials and sinful temptations came my way I kept runningto God for help. Soon He made it clear I had to take a step back to Him back to my youthful faith and love I so desperately missed. I did, and I’ve never been more in love with my Savior, King, Lover and Friend.
So why is this post labeled haters welcome? Well it’s funny because ever since I’ve left my lukewarmstage in my faith and become passionately HOT for the Lord I know there have been a lot of haters or people who just don’t know God who are lurking around me whispering things like “Wow.. why does she have to talk about God allll the time?” “Dude why won’t she do the things she used to? “She’s the same except for this God thing” or “She’s alllwaaayss going to some Chi Alpha or church related event.” Haha and I just LOVE it because then I get to laugh and take pridein the fact that I once again don’t care what people think about my relationship with God!! I can boast about ALL that He’s done for me!
Because I honestly CAN’T remain silent about the wonderful things God has done in my life, how He’s saved me, how He’s using me, what He’s doingfor me and how much insane joy I get out of serving and living for Him!! I desperately want EVERYONE to experience and have what I have.
So don’t mind me while I continue to speak out about my Kingfor the rest of my life!!